I choose this life

Its hurt but i choose it... im sharing everything. How he close with her all i have to see. even its hurt but i choose to be in it. Some people will call me stupid and some people will call me selfish but i doing it for my future and my son. I want my son to have his own father. Tak sampai hatiku hendak mengantikan dia with a new father. So now whatever it is i have to bear with it. Its hurt that make me cry tapi siapa faham akan my pain only Allah noe. The mata orang im always the bad person tapi hanya Allah saja tahu im doing it for my son... my son is everything for me. I dun want to lose him. Aku korban kan perasaan ku demi mu anakku...