I should not do

Hari ini Uncle ku balik rumah. Aku risau dgn keadaan aku skrg ni. kami gaduh lagi end up i more and more stress... Kesian anak aku...

My Uncle

Dah dua hari my uncle at the hospital. Kesian tgk makcik ku yg ke berulak alik dari rumah ke hospital. Nasib baik all anak dia dah besar besar. Paling kecil 9 tahun paling besar 17 tahun. Makcik ku ckp darah pakcik u turun sampai 109. I doakan semoga pakcik cepat sembuh dan cepat keluar hospital.

I choose this life

Its hurt but i choose it... im sharing everything. How he close with her all i have to see. even its hurt but i choose to be in it. Some people will call me stupid and some people will call me selfish but i doing it for my future and my son. I want my son to have his own father. Tak sampai hatiku hendak mengantikan dia with a new father. So now whatever it is i have to bear with it. Its hurt that make me cry tapi siapa faham akan my pain only Allah noe. The mata orang im always the bad person tapi hanya Allah saja tahu im doing it for my son... my son is everything for me. I dun want to lose him. Aku korban kan perasaan ku demi mu anakku...

Rantai

Hari tu bila aku tanya boleh kasi aku rantai tak he said ok... then tak kasi kasi sampai today. Tak tahu kenapa. That day beria ia dia cakap boleh kasi aku lepas tu he change his mind. Fed up nye. Kalau tak nak kasi cakap aje bukan aku nak marah ape ni tidak cakap berbelet belet.